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63-year-old to commit suicide before, once the grace Jiang said such a sentence: "Son you finally admitted to the University, can work independently, and if I have something, and you, your sister and your mother can! a good life! "
 
It is this detail so that the whole is greater than the river at TU Chuang villagers believe that old so because the pressure is too great, the university was able to support his son chose to commit suicide.
 
After his father committed suicide at TU Jiang wrote in the diary: Dad, in fact, you do not know me sad. Similarly, the villagers can not seem to understand the sad old.
 
Old to go, his sadness, as he left this world last mystery!
 
Reporters unable to crack this mystery, but the observation that this is a hidden fragile, sensitive, desperate and stubborn story.
 
Day
 
14:00 "Son! You finally admitted to the University, can work independently, and if I have something, and you, your sister and your mother can be a good life!"
 
18 am older than my father sitting on the bed and muttered, "Dad, incompetent ah!" Both father and son talked until 0:00 ......
 
2, 1999
 
5:00 father, in a long awake, he took a bottle of pills and a rope walk out.
 
6:30 family of four to eat breakfast, to eat very fragrant old, because there are his favorite mixed with cucumber.
 
After breakfast, while his father went out on the river En tutor, his daughter, and said: "! Later, to be your brother will also be able to take me feel at ease."
 
14 am 63-year-old father came to grace the river lived in the house, hanged himself, face calm.
 
Event Playback
 
Suicide 24 hours ago
 
August 1st 14 am, Weifang Zhucheng continuing Village home town more than in ex Jiang finally to admission of Shandong University of Technology.
 
After hearing the news, has been bedridden old four months in first conceived, said:! "Son you finally admitted to the University, can work independently, and if I have something, and you, your sister and your mother can be a good life! "
 
At TU Jiang heard these words, he blames the father sentence: "Dad, what you talking about Shane to school do not you worry, I think of a way tuition Dad, you can not do anything silly ah?.!"
 
"You worry about me Zuosa, I have to take care of your mother ah!" Father finished, it continues to lie down and rest.
 
After dinner, his father sat on the bed muttering, "Dad, incompetent ah!"
 
"Dad, can you think Freeze! College thing, a few of my own, you do not worry about it!" To grace the river finished, put the topic shifted to open, I have been with my father chatted to 12 points before going to bed .
 
Aug. 2 5:00 am, my father got up, softly out the door. But the mother is very light sleep, she found older than out, and called to grace sister go out and see the river.
 
Sister just walk out the door, he saw his father holding a bottle of pills and a rope to go out, my sister ran in the past, grabbed the old things in the hands of, "Dad, what are you doing ah?"
 
"Not that you want to do, I just go around!" Said the old ships.
 
6:30, the family of four to eat breakfast, to eat very fragrant old, because there are his favorite mixed with cucumber. In addition, there is a reason, the college entrance examination in ex Jiang liked to sleep late, this rare and he can sit together to eat breakfast.
 
After breakfast, go out on the river En tutor supplement the family income, while the father is not in the grace of the eldest daughter, Jiang said: "! Later, and your brother to take over and I can feel at ease."
 
Sister seems to have realized his father's abnormal, quickly went to the river to grace making up places, to his brother,Louboutin Bottines, he said: "! The father said the words of a mess, you quickly come back."
 
Later, in TU Jiang recalled, the details and failed to attract enough attention to him, he told the sister said: "! I am here temporarily get away, you go home at his father points to talk with him."
 
11:30, to grace the river home for dinner, found his father lying in bed still in a good mood, no mood swings, he asked his sister a few words, the afternoon return to the classroom.
 
But also to take advantage of the river out to grace the air when his father said to her sister: "! You do not look at me, do I have to wait your mother"
 
That is it, let my sister believed, and went out to do housework fragmented, "When I saw my father one morning, a little living at home did not do it, at that time, I was also very worried!" My sister recalled.
 
At 14:30 on August 2 Xu, Li Lun villagers hastily ran to grace the river tutoring classroom, said: "! You hang on daddy"
 
TU Jiang in mind is blank, and quickly ran home. Then he saw made him unforgettable scene: lean father looked up, his legs dangling rope around the neck, face calm! (This scenario allows to grace Jiang likes having deep grief, the body floating, and out of survival instinct, long legs stretched old to be able to touch the ground, but he did not, at the low end of their door life.)
 
TU Jiang hurried to his father and brought him down, found the body is still soft, it is only a little with his medical knowledge, to squeeze the heart and artificial respiration father, "Dad, you wake up ah!"
 
May be the father still no response, there is a neighbor to call the doctor quickly reminded over the river out to grace the phone, stunned more than 10 seconds and no press numbers.
 
The neighbor said, "you quickly hit ah!"
 
Jiang said in grace, "emergency number is how many, I do not remember."
 
No way, the neighbors take it over the phone, "120, you forget ah!" Then, dial the phone.
 
After 5 minutes, 120 arrived, after the rescue, the doctor shook his head toward the river in grace, said: "blood clotting, and people have to die ......"
 
Some crazy to grace the river rushed in front of her sister, a sister down to the ground, "how you away from home,http://xinzdw.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=36786, you do not look at my father? How do you let him go ah ......"
 
Sister did not speak, only burst into tears ......
 
Four walls
 
August 4 19 am, reporters came Weifang Zhucheng hundred feet higher than Town Village home to grace the river home.
 
Reporters saw, with the "four walls" to describe this house is not too much, the only home appliances are televisions, or a neighbor sent a long time ago, the only furniture belonging to the family of a cabinet, with the passage of time, has been unable to identify the original color.
 
April 18, 1990, to grace the river to come in this room. Well the name is Jiang uncle played, the implication is: no matter how much the achievements made in the future, do not forget the kindness of family and neighbors give.
 
To grace the river illiterate father, uncle, this name is well intentioned. The family from the beginning of the formation, poor as lurking. Because there is no money in old father, in March 10, 1985 when he was 37 years old, was married to a nearby village, a 22-year-old deaf-mute, life can not take care of the daughter. Marriage, in the eyes of the village, is a frustration, but is in line with a combination of reasonable.
 
Married next year, there will be a sister to grace the river, because serious illness of a mother during pregnancy, the treatment could not be timely. So in the river's sister Grace, from birth, intelligence is much lower than normal.
 
1990, Jiang was born in grace, to this poor family has brought to life, the father his son every day aloft and then down, "said his son, the future you must promise to leave this poor village. "
 
Let older than some disappointment, to grace the river is not the same as other honors, from the beginning has been excellent school, first grade to third grade, his ranking has been the number backwards. He has been at the heart of the old hold on, and finally that the three-year term under grace when the river broke out, watching his son reciprocal third place ranking, older than the handle to lift up high, but ultimately did not fall.
 
He squatted on the door several cigarette smoked continuously after red eyes for Grace Jiang said: "How come you do not live up to our house so consequently, you are the family's only hope, if you go on like this, our family had to? over, you know? "
 
Father's heart
 
Father's words, give to grace the river left a very deep impression, has recalled, to grace the river still fresh. "At that time, my father felt like crying, could not speak with his mouth open, my heart is painful death, I thought, if I was not a satisfactory end to school, I'm sorry father, I'm sorry the family, then I'll be damned it! "
 
Since then, to grace the river has undergone enormous changes. He used to read the game all the time, successfully admitted to continuing town junior high school, the town has been ranked the top three scores. Subsequently, with excellent grades in middle school Zhucheng experiment. At TU Jiang said: "just in high school, I was a little lax, spare time is not used in the study will look at extra-curricular books class because we are superior class, we are all the towns of aces, I'm a little lax, the results will. decline since boarding high school life, home once a month, every home, my father always asked me what the results, as usual, I was nothing but good news, but as long as the results of a fall, I think of the day my father the tears, I'll catch up soon cheer up. "
 
Well according to Jiang's statement, his father was a sensitive, kind, strong self-esteem of people. I remember after the first midterm exam sophomore at TU Jiang exam the first class, go home, and the father said later, his father and asked, "What time you parents? I want to go!"
 
At TU Jiang said: "He has not been to before parents, because his father was too proud of his long illness, the appearance has not meet the age old, he was afraid the students laugh at me, I do not have that, I. got first place, I think he felt that this should be the proudest moment of his life, so he really wanted to go. "
 
Eventually, the old did not go to, or that he always felt that he went only lost son's face.
 
Soon, in the ex Jiang and his father,http://bbs.showmodelgirl.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=330086, into the life of the most tense moments - third year.
 
Middle beginning of that period of time, almost everyone complacent, eager to grace the river many students have written a note to himself and encouraging, such as "swear rounded North", "Fudan University, I come!" And so on. Jiang also bedside at TU posted a note "for parents, for family, for myself, spell the future!" And shouting all day before falling asleep several times. At TU Jiang told reporters: "In fact, I also dream of Fudan university."
 
Song to his father
 
At TU Jiang said: "All dreams are abstract at the entrance of the pressure became identified themselves tall sacred institution, then heard any news about the Fudan University, immediately excited, excited."
 
TU Jiang said in that time, I even often daydream. Time is always unconsciously come that afternoon results to be published, I know admitted their message, and then took notice, quickly ran home, burst into his father's arms, telling him that I was admitted I finally live up to you ......
 
In the excitement and anticipation, the entrance into the countdown.
 
"During that time the total was quick to tears, including me," Jiang said in grace, "I have a good friend named Olivia (a pseudonym), he gave me a phone call saying, 'I do not want to test, and I want to repeat I could not stand up. '"Jiang hurried to comfort Olivia Grace," Have you forgotten our pledge yet? together to test out this small town, together make a lot of money. "
 
TU Jiang said in those days, I really fight, and we 21:45 class,Louboutin Baskets Femme, I have never slept in 0:00 before sleep. The latest one, as do mathematics papers, where there is a problem not solved the problem, I have been doing, have been doing until 3:00 more.
 
"Back then, I thought,Louboutin Pas cher, I have to do it every question can not be left to chance, if the college entrance examination,http://airi.way-nifty.com, really out of this question is not finished? I do not expect my father to have finished?"
 
I do not know when, the school's radio station, the students began college entrance examination blessing song, to grace Jiang also ordered one, called "Name of the Father."
 
June 9, 2009, the entrance end.
 
Two days earlier, did not accompany old at the test center at TU Jiang came to the following reasons: fear him, to his son pressures.
 
After the exam, to grace the river home, his father quickly sat up in bed and asked: "test how well?"
 
"Misfired it!"
 
"Get well no it wants to come back to work!"
 
Then his father, with a sigh, said after a minute of silence, "Otherwise, you try it again repeat a year!"
 
"Look at the results say it!"
 
Suicide motive is a mystery
 
Time back again that afternoon of August 1, to ex Jiang received a notice to do so, Shandong University of Technology, the results are 587 points. The August 2, his father in regard to an extreme way to end his own life.
 
Why did he want to commit suicide, suicide motives in the end is what? This is not just a river in grace want to know, the villagers also puzzled.
 
Dawei in the eyes of the villagers, old so a sincere, good people.
 
He told reporters:. "We are not wealthy village all his life living by farming, the average income of each year will 4000 dollars one time, there was a villager looking to borrow 1,500 yuan old work, the results of less than one week to borrow money people died in a car accident, old to know about the matter, then decided that owed 1500 dollars do not. At that time I asked him, 'This half-year 1500 earnings, but you ah? "he He smiled and said to me, 'people got left home a woman,Louboutin Homme, and not easy!' "
 
Dawei said: "Old in hardship, live frugally for the children there are two things that they are still memories: Every spring, the neighbors would send some of his family pickles, he told his son, a bite to eat two steamed bread and pickles Do not bite a bite; others build houses are completed in a few months, he brickwork and carpentry whole yourself, the brick walls are all picking fiddled West got the house a lid on for years. "
 
Dawei can not believe how the "old in the left and right hope hope, finally looked his happiest time, how he would commit suicide out?"
 
Old in the village's best friend Liu Feng (a pseudonym) said excitedly:! "The old man to death in too-yourself, bent his son Adult, may be inadequate could not carry him to a total of two days instead of one day You may already ready, froze on the road forced ah! "
 
Liu Feng's words are justified, he told reporters:! "Just one week old to suicide before, he had approached me, he told me that I was already at home Qionga a person can work, the results still fell back bad not move, his son immediately to wait for the money to college, how can this do? "
 
Liu Feng listening to comfort him, said:. "Nothing, although we are not well-off, but there is always a way."
 
Older than nodded, then turned and went out. "I did not see it, he'll do it!" The villagers Liu Feng said with emotion.
 
I also have a responsibility
 
Jiang's sister in grace, never read a book a day. Money saved, both for his brother to school, "the school what's the use? Father are gone!" Sometimes, my sister would not think so reluctantly. But every time I see his brother's admission notice, sad mood will improve more, "his brother promising to live up to the family."
 
Sister said: "There is no relative willing to lend money to our house, we know that we do not have nothing to complain about since my father did not craft, I would not doing, as long as my brother to college ......."
 
Gate wholesale market in Zhucheng, a group started rope, poorly dressed man hunched over or stand or squat, one has smoking a cigarette, well-dressed man approached, they immediately go around: "Do not you want to pull something to work? not? cheaper will do it! "
 
Most of them are near the cities of village farmers.
 
"Boy to school, and have to get to the children eat up money money, earn five dollars today, children in school you can eat a meal."
 
"Earn the point is that we live effort capable, without swindling her. Otherwise, where to find the money?"
 
"Just this, often he had no money, they dragged do not give, we supposed to?"
 
TU Jiang's father in front of these people often stood in the middle, and they did so on the living, and they did speak. Wholesale let them go, the winter, they can only stand at the gate hair, keep your feet and cover their ears cover.
 
Previously, every home, every river in grace through specially from there. Sometimes saw his father loading, he would run in the past, to help his father one, and then wait for his father to finish the job to go home, and sometimes the father is not,Louboutin Plates-forme, to grace the river will be in there for a while, hoping to see his father figure, until dark.
 
At TU Jiang said: "Now, I do not know that he dare not pass by there, I was worried, I go there, they will shed tears."
 
At TU Jiang sister said: "Now newspapers, television publicity well, said the state can not afford to go to university study provide interest-free loans for poor students go to university, can we here no one knows how to get ah!"
 
Well now let in the river most sad is that like his father left off, "he is not a bit uncomfortable, they said, the hanged man usually spit tongue, but he did not, he was quiet, his face even some meet . "
 
Wiped a tear at TU Jiang said:. "I believe that everything will be alright because I have responsibility, they are my mother, my sister, I have the strength, knowledge, and I will make this family because I have changed. "
 
At TU Jiang also he told reporters that his father had been cremated, and I did not have money to give him standing block monument. But soon, he will rely on their own efforts, to earn enough money to stand on a gravestone, then reads the epitaph: "Dad, child amount to anything, you all the best."
 
Reporter's notes
 
Bless him, and what to do
 
Faced with such a family, we can not control their tears.
 
From enthusiastic readers who called the hotline to the newspaper to leave the story begins, we know, this story, this is called the river of candidates destined to grace us closely linked. The trust from readers, so we have the responsibility to tell more unfortunate caring person to watch this unfortunate but strong child, to pay attention to this tired and tenacious family, to bear with their difficult situation.
 
Well river in the family has 7 acres of land, the annual income of nearly 3,000 yuan. Fortunately, they can eat their own vegetables, the rest of the money is used for reading in grace river. Even so, the high school years, the river is still unable to rely on the power of grace at home reading the book, his alma mater Zhucheng Experimental High School gave him a lot of help, monthly grace river in 185 living allowance.
 
This 185 largely solve the problem of food and books in the grace of the river.
 
At TU Jiang told reporters that he is assigned this 185 dollars, breakfast drink a bowl of gruel 5 cents a day, at noon to eat a bread plus a vegetarian is 2 dollars, plus bread and pickles night a five-day total spend 4 dollars, according to the monthly count 30 days a month to eat only 120 dollars grace river, and the remaining 65 dollars, he will come up with 15 dollars to buy books and newspapers, and the remaining money will bring home 50 , is to treat the mother suffering from uterine tumors, to treat the mother the family has spent more than 7,000 pieces, as well as external debt has not yet.
 
In fact, there are a lot of tear-jerking plot too much to bear, when you put down the newspaper, for the 19-year-old prospective college students blessings and do it. Text / Chart reporter clever